This was another really painful day. I’m getting worried because I’ve had a long run of not having this severe pain and it’s showing up daily again. I had alot of cramping in my abdomen again and the bathroom runs were frequent. I still made it a point to eat. I had baked chicken left over, I also had a salad. Now, let me explain why I’m not following the usual softer diet when you’re having as much trouble as I am right now. You see, in the past, whenever the doctors would put me on the soft foods diet, I lost too much weight. I’ve always been petite and my average weight has never been above 104 lbs. I was 96-98 pounds forever with a high metabolism the majority of my adult life. I managed to get over 100 lbs at the age of 33, with the exception of when I was pregnant. I made it up to 126 pounds, and went back down to 115 after my daughter was born. Within six months, I was back down to 98 lbs.
Whenever I’ve tried the softer diets, I just loose weight, which in turn makes me feel worse and weaker. Once I was placed on a diet that removed all sugar, salt, starch, anything high in the stuff that puts weight on you and I ended up being 86 pounds and a size 0. I was so sick that they ended up hooking me back up to an IV for a treatment process called chelation pumping vitamins and fluids and nutrients into my veins, and giving me another diet plan that said go and eat everything you can eat! I have alot of food allergies so I ended up with chronic urticaria (hives) and some other stuff i didn’t need to add to my already jacked up health problems. So, I eat now, because it’s like a no win situation for me. Eating makes me feel sick and not eating makes me feel sick but, I love breathing so I’m gonna eat!
Okay, the rest of this day was just sleeping on and off. I did have a fit at one point because the resident dog was barking like it was on speed ALL DAY LONG. It got so bad that I finally got out of the bed and went banging on the neighbors door, which was open, dog just standing there barking at atoms and molecules, and the dog was unattended. I was yelling calling for them to come to the door like I had lost my mind getting madder and madder and no one came. Now, there’s smoke coming out of my ears and nose and my hair was suddenly attacked by a magnetic static alternate force field causing it to porcupine out in all directions! I mean I’m fuming now and the dog is gettin’ scared!
I knew someone was home because the front door was WIDE OPEN! So I stormed back inside, got my cell phone and called them on their cell phone. One of them answered, and casually pretended not to be home. Hmmmmm…
Now, this is the year of our Lord, 2000 and 7 people. The information age. Technology is advancing exponentially. Algorithms have modified and fine tuned bandwith and we now have blue tooth technology and wirless earpieces. Little children are in college. Are you smarter than a fith grader is a hit T. V. show. How could anyone possibly think I would not hear the dog barking in the background over the phone?!!!! Arrrrrrrrrrrrgh!!!
Immediately after I finished yelling through the phone and hung up, my colon said, “I can’t take any more stress or pressure from you people out there!!! You here me? I’m not tellin’ you again!”. I was immediately in pain again and the nausea began…
That’s it. I was done for. I got in the bed in the popular fetal position and pulled the covers over my head.
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